sad..

I know I intended this blog to be positive and optimistic. As i have said from the start, in with the new out with the old. But lately, i find it hard to remain positive. Haay, just want to die..

a dream is a wish your heart makes... shattered.

Sad.. I have very little hope of passing the board exams due to a technicality.. I want to focus on other things right now.. Hope something bright occupies my life right now. I feel sad that all the happy moments i had with my family preparing for my exam went down the drain. The trip to Manaoag, my father driving, my mom's prayers, my dad giving everything for my review (all the review materials, gym, everything..) my mom's support and well wishes.. just sad..

I cried after the exam, if you planned a life you wanted so much that it's clear and vivid in your mind it almost feels real, then something comes along to take it all away, it's so heart wrenching so painful..