Monday, November 12, 2012

sabaw!

sabaw na ang utak ko. hahaha! di na nagfufunction ewan ko ba. I just read a few weeks ago that difficult math challenges can actually trigger physical symptoms just like pain would. Natuwa lang ako... actually kasi naman, I'm in a situation right now where I have to do a ton of math things, physics and all that stuff. Ewan ko ba ano nakain ko at naisipan kong gawin to, I remember clearly after coming out of high school deciding na never would I do anything math related! Kaya nga gusto ko sa communications e, kasi i feel that my mind is wired to just blab and blab about everything and nothing.  Ngayon lagi na sumasakit batok ko! kastress!

Sabaw. hahaha. I never felt so stupid in my life. Ganito pala feeling. I feel so helpless. Ewan ko kasi siguro stressed ako dami kasi iniisip kaya di makapagfocus at di maintindihan mga simpleng bagay. Gusto ko na umuwi! I need to raise my IQ points by thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much! i work better when i'm relaxed. sabi nila you have to push yourself beyond your comfort zone, haynaku that's why it's called comfort zone kasi comfortable dun and i'd rather stay there. hahahahaha! pero ok lang i feel like i've grown thiiis much. hahaha! tawa ako ng tawa. nababaliw na ko seriously.

I want to go home!!!!!

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