rebound depression

feeling sad.. anxious, afraid.. The board exams are 3 days to go and as if all my past doubts about myself all came bubbling up to the surface, it was insidious unti unti tapos BAM hayan na heto na i feel all uncertain about my capabilities, felt like i haven't prepared enough, i feel i haven't given my all for this exam.. Just want to die.. Haay pag bumagsak ako sana kunin na ko ni Lord tapos mahanap ng family ko ung papel na pinagsulatan ko ng blog address at password ko para mabasa nila.. Sobra gusto ko nang mamatay!! waaa!!